Hi,
After a lot of hesitation to write, now here I am! As 2012 has come to the end, well in just 3 weeks time, I think this is the best time to write about everything happened this year.
Okay, maybe not everything, guess I should just sum it up!
We'll go through one by one.
1. When I decide to go to TIKL instead of SERATAS
Wisest decision ever made. Why? Dude, even when I'm in Tikl, I've been homesicked for 7 months! Let alone when I'm in Perak. And able to come home in every 2 WEEKS instead of 1 MONTH! So yeah, it took a lot of hard work to love the school. Not the dorm mates but the classmate. I love my old classmates so much it hurts to let 'em go and accept what I have now. But dude, I managed to stay there! And how cool is that?! I think I'm going to be fine for the year 2013. SPM dude! x(
2. Heartbreaks and Moving On
When one said; Let him go. He doesn't deserves you. I kept in mind and actually tried. But failed tremendously. Some of the reasons why I can't let him go are: I'm too attached to him/ He was my bestfriend/ I told him almost bout everything/ He changed my perception towards men/ He was my crime partner and simply because I loved him too much. But well o' well, time heals everything. I felt almost everything: pain, hatred, jealousy, anger and everything. And there you are, helping me through the pain. TIKL. And I love you for that. I really am. Thank you. And if there's any curiosity, I am totally great right now. I'm happy and single and I have lovely parents and I'm doing just great :)
3. Exams and Cramming The Brain
Exams suck! Everyone knows that. But well, you gotta go through it. Cause you're a student! Trust me, being in TIKL is hard. The students are so brilliant it's had to reach the top 10! I've managed to be only in top 20 and 40. So yeap. I suck in ED, EEES and PHYSICS! I need to do a lot of works to overcome it. But, I think I'm doing fine with my ADD MATH. I managed to get A for the final! Yeay me! :) But after all, I'm striking for SPM. Need to prove to a lot of people that I made the right decision. Of choosing TIKL instead of SBP so yeah!
4.The Crush
Of course, I have crush. Lots of em! But I really into this guy. This guy that I never greet. I really like you. Dude! I like you more than I like ummm...... I don't know. And I think I've crush towards ya know, Kevin and Vincent. I think both of em are 18 so yeap :3 No chances with these two though.
5. The Holidays
So yeah, we didn't go anywhere during holidays so yeah. But I'm happy and content since I can go out whenever I like ahaha :3 Oh, Acu is coming to Shah Alam! Besides the late sleeps, I'm quite happy. No, extremely happy. Lots of movies and good musics are revolving 'round me! Did I tell you, Alin got 4.00 for her final in the 1st semester. So proud of ya! :) Setting higher grades for me huh? I'm good. I'll take it :)
Every obstacles have the solutions. I'm very content and happy. I feel loved and I'm good. That's all now. Take a good care of yourself dear :) xx
